Nothing Now

Blocker

Nothing Now



pairing: Spike/Buffy implied
time frame: end of s6
word count: 115

~somewhere in a cave in Africa~

Gonna give 'er what she needs. Gonna get what she deserves. Said I didn't have a soul. Said I couldn't be good without one. Said I wasn't worthy of 'er without one. Didn't want me like I was. Didn't love me like I was.

Not good boy enough to love, not bad boy enough to fuck.

I know I could always be good. I know I could make m'self worthy. I know I could take a place at 'er side. Even without a soul.

If I'd gotten the chance. She says without a soul, I'm nothing.

The demon spoke. "You have passed the trials. What is your heart's desire?"

But without a chip, I'm everything.



The End